20100218

Wheels: Upgraded

Another Thursday at home. No, I actually did go to school, but these damn irritated eyes made no reason why I should stay there longer. I thought of just resting in the school's clinic room, but then why not rest at home? School wouldn't make me any better after all. So I called Mom to fetch me and here I am, resting. Heh. And oh yea, I, err.. actually those friends, have half-finished with replacing my wheel's new body cover. Yea, I've bought it yesterday evening after weeks of thinking about it and we got to work last night. It's quite sad to see the old one being replaced and too, the money burnt for that. It costs about Ringgit Malaya 140, but I consider it as an investment. Haha.. and it won't be so shaky anymore, or so I think. I've started saving too, as for the other parts. Well, it's going to take months, considering I can get only ten bucks per week, forty per month. Money, money, money.

20100214

Red Days

I've been back here on Friday night. And now there are just four of us at home; Mom and Dad along with the little devil have been to Rompin for a wedding reception. And I'm getting bored to death just sitting here and not going out. Not that I should go to some Chinese house and ask for angpow, I just have to go out. Or maybe I can just read. Uh, well, I've finished 'Novel Halimunan' again. Yea, I've read this years ago and it's good I don't mind reading it again. It's an online novel by Nizam Zakaria and I know whoever he is, he is such a hand. Like those nameless hands. He writes about music, ideology and melancholy in such an interesting fiction. Hope to find more of his works. And Faz has bought few new novels and I'm on one of those; 'What Happens In London' by Julia Quinn. A military, half-spy English gentleman falls in love with a daughter of Earl of Rudland through their windows. Worth my free time.

20100211

Mysterich III

"Freedom is nothing else but a chance
to be better.
"- Albert Camus

Melancholy. Freed. Holes.
At last, the last paper. And this battle ends.
My heart beats hard, a little too eager to end this quick.
Yet there's still a part of me pierced, hollow, just like
the blank spaces I've left in this battle. I know
those holes will injure me in no time. They surely will.

Exam has ended yesterday and that means I don't have any reason to be there today. So I went with Ayoppan to have his new wheel serviced. I've been his driver lately; I've got license and he doesn't and his mom won't let him ride the bike himself. I don't mind actually; I get to ride a faster one than mine. Hah. And this evening we-my family and I of course-are going back to Doong-goon. They're holding a tahlil tomorrow to make up for the last one that had been cancelled for Granny had been sick. Yeah, I think it's good to go there again.