I remember dreaming about mom several days ago. It happened at my aunt's place, but yea, whereabout doesn't really matter here. My mom was some sort of being insulted, which I got no idea why, and the feeling of love to my mom came to me suddenly, and it was really strong at that time. Then I hugged her and cried like a small child in her lap. It felt so comfortable. I was sobbing in sleep and I woke up that morning, right after the dream, with sobs and tears. Hah. I love sobbing in sleep. And I want that dream again. Despite of her not-so-lovely attitude, I still love her and how I hope that she could hold me in her arms, in this real life.
Mother's Day means nothing to me. I love her every single day.
My heart beats hard. Blood rushes from it, to the head, to the lungs, and back to the heart. My head feels like it's gonna burst. Feel like fainting, going to pass out. That's what happens when I move or get up suddenly from my quiet state.
She's at the top of all.
ReplyDeleteNo one could ever beat her.
Not even you, Lina.
Don't get offended syg,
I know u can accept this.
You have to.
Huhu..
Haha, I know. And I even be angry if I on top of her. You should love her more then anything else. Not even me. :)
ReplyDeleteHaha.. yea.
ReplyDelete